Saturday, October 11, 2003

like i'm s'pose to...
+ study science`do sc assessment`go through sc files
+ mug for mathematics`do maths assessments`
+ do art research`go library and get bks for tips[tml]
+ prac oboe!!`play all the skills`buck up![sheese, did i ever told you i'm gona be a section leader?! people who thinks it's great, errr... maybe?]
+ prac guitar`prac thinking of you and the latest
+ get huili's prezzie[no time?! 0.o sorry jie!]
+ unhook myself from the comp.

yarps. plenty to do. -faints- well, shalln't let other stuff bother me. exams!! -fall flat on the floor- thanks ms tan, yars... history paper's over.. but i'm like still insecure?! as in sooo very worried that I don't get into the class i wana?! but then again, I can do all things thro Christ who strengthen me. =))) yayz. c h e e r z ! ! !
\\nothing more, nothing less then a friend. treat me the same way too. wake up` don't live in a world of fantasy, im your gurl no more.\\

7:06 PM*

-looks down.
no where in my heart you belong,
for I don't miss you anymore.
somehow i managed to get you outta my life,
so try to forget about me.
if i'm that iirresitable to your sight,
i'm so sorry cause i don't love you anymore.
yeash, i don't love you anymore nor do I miss you anymore.
I'm sorry if i've hurt your feelings but I don't love you anymore.`

haiis? feeling troubled? i duno larrs. history suck big time today. oh well. my finger are freezing. oh yarhs. no ripping it off my blog okays? thx. -looks up.-

12:05 PM*

Friday, October 10, 2003

urgh~! history paper tml... pray I wont scarew it up. and whats more? I haven't done my followup team job - call the speedlighters up. help~! also... i think my hands gona break thanks alot to history. >_< I've no idea what on earth am I doing here anyway... changed my layout which looks like my old one in my other web jez that it's black. oh well. nortt feeling like myself.. i jez wana scream that I'M SOOOO VERY BURNT UP!!!! URGH. yarps. oh well. gotta mug like nutz and burnt all my brain cell. my science and history overall results for CA2 are horrible. I hate myself for scoring shitty results. yeash. I really do. I screwed them up. haii, cya`
you should know you you are: heys. thanks a THOUSAND lots for that. yars. spoilt brat. I don't see why you should go round gossiping about people. like HELLO?! i'm innocent canns? i didn't say a thing abt you. screw you. hurr. thanks ALOT. *&^(*^%%^$ [[sorry guys. needa let go my anger...]]

1:22 PM*

Wednesday, October 08, 2003

how am i supposed to live w/o you by michael bolton.
i could hardly believe it
when i heard the news today
i had to come and get it straight from u
they said you were leavin'
someone swept your heart away
from the look upon your face
i see it's true
so tell me all about it,
tell me 'bout the plans you're makin'
then tell me one thing more before i go

chorus-
tell me how am I
supposed to live without you
now that I've been lovin' you so long
how am I supposed to live without you
how am I supposed to carry on
when all that I've been livin' for is gone

i didn't come here for cryin'
didn't come here to breakdown
it's just a dream of mine
is coming to an end
and how can I blame you
when I built my world around
the hope that someday we'd be
so much more than friends
and I don't wanna know
the price I'm gonna pay for dreaming
when even now it's more than I can take

chorus

and I don't wanna face the price
i'm gonna pay for dreaming
now that your dream has come true



I love it~! soooo sweet... 0.o oh well. jez woke up. pig right? muahaha.

6:01 PM*

Tuesday, October 07, 2003

31 TO 40 POINTS: Others see you as sensible,
cautious, careful & practical.
They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but
modest. Not a person who
makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone
who's extremely loyal to
friends you do make and who expect the same
loyalty in return. Those who
really get to know you realize it takes a lot to
shake your trust in your
friends, but equally that it takes you a long time
to get over it if that
trust is ever broken.


I am so very stressed stressed STRESSED!!! AHHH! hurrs. exploding EXploDING... 1 more week to tahan. yesh. I'm gona study very hard. Gona be very determin le.
brother:pass your chinese yars? =)
tiffany:heys gurl. found your wallet? hurr. wish I knew who's that idiot who pickpocket it. cheer up okays? trust God and I know you'll find it. smile kkays? XD

5:33 PM*

Monday, October 06, 2003

jez when you need me, remember i'll always be there. always. i promise.

I think I need to break away with this h.a comp!! like I'm glued to it?! I jez had chinese tution~ o(0.o)o I'll just study it once more later. Things in life lately been quite alright... that is if i don't think too much. yarps. the problem with me is that I think too much and it gets me realli down... anyway, with this stupid final year examination, I've been mugging loddas. mugging is the only way to archive the kind of results I wana. I really pray that I can get all a1's. Even mathematic. You can say that I'm expecting a miracle from God... lolx. kinda true though, it's one of my weakest subject. I guess I'm really looking like a panda lately... that is if I take out my spec. oh well. who cares. as long as you get the results you wana can le - quote from tiffany. yeappies. heys tiffany! Since you request for something all the cellgurls can share... I'll do it after the examinations. promise. XD maybe a blog... where all of us can update each other on stuff... esp me!!! muahaha. I didn't went for speedlight yesterday. -sad look- gotta study that why... anyhows, i heard that I'm in joanne's cell again. lolx. members are sheena, sylvia, sandra and 2 kelvins. [okays... who da that?! I never see those two kelvin before... think i must fellowship more.] soo cool. my ex cg have 3 jonathans and here 2 kelvins. muahaha. mms.. today had english paper. ooolala~! I didn't waste paper for the composition le. all my ideas were like just flowing out. yayz. i'm soo happy. paper 2 was like full of cats and stuff. esk. guess what? My seat was full of ants!!!! eww... and the stupid ants nest was just right below my desk. yucks. I love my old seat better. yarps uh huh. anyway, you people take care yeahss? Gotta mug le. cya`

5:26 PM*

.perfectionist*

// chermaine
// eleven july nineteen ninety
// thirteen years
// musician` oboe . guitar
// torchlight . watchlight
ministry` lew
// adores ballroom dance
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.wishlist*

//hair to grow longer!! O.o
//get serious with sch work
//contacts
//closer walk with God
//let go of whats holding me back
//to grow taller![164cm]
//big fat brown teddy`
//lose weight! D:
//an oboe :D
//jean skirt
//more clothing larrs
//new school bagg
//be in express stream
//37decrease board shorts
//notebook for school year 2004
//be empowered more each day by God.
//necklace
//ear rings
//music score!!
-cannon in d major for oboe
//ripcurl or roxy wallet (:
//new shoes
//no more pimples! >.< yucks
//red roses! (: wheees.

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