Friday, October 24, 2003
wheeeeeeeeeee!!! tiffany might be getting me a teddy bear for christmas!! =D hehs. still a longgg way to go. oh well. thx! loveyoulotsgirl!!!!
10:34 PM*
i'll love you until it kills me till that day i'll still be loving you. -unknown [[awww... so sweet!]]
had online conversation last night with phil, xx and ly. hehs. i love you guys lots mans! i cheered up lots while talking to you guys. =) anyhows, philbert kor is so dirty minded. esk! shalln't say whartt but he made me laugh like nutz. lol~! i'm like s'pose to go RGS yesterday but in the end i never go. yeaps. philbert went and he was like saying he don't understand what they were talking about so he stare at gurls! -bonk!- then he said sngs nicer cuz can find that girl he lost touch with. muahaha. that silly boy fell down once while walking. ehehe. -sticks out tounge at you. who ask u stare at them?!- haha. oh yars. he's in thailand now i think. I WANA GOOOO... !!! oh yars. i wana go bck to ATS! eps. nortt fair canns?! it's like the P5 can go australia!!! and when we're P5 we cant go anywhere out of singapore?! it's so dotdotdot. mms. i think the express thingie righty? I'll leave it to the hands of God. why fear when he didnt give me the spirit of fear? =D yarps. heyas to all my indian friends! have a great day ahead! =) cya!
12:09 PM*
Thursday, October 23, 2003
Gathering
heyas lyn and all YLC people expect ahem3! we've decided to meet on the 26th nov. to go to orchard to jalan jalan and watch movie. yarps. tell your brother too yars? oh yes! make sure you dont tell him yars? or i wont come. lolx. sam decided on that. yeapps. i'm nortt sure where to meet and what time. check out with sam yars? (= heys people! sign my guestbookie. (= thanks lots!
9:05 PM*
*ahhh! pulls hair!!!* feeling so frustrated now. \= *SCREAMZZ!* i'm very sorry guys if i'm like so "distance" away... yarps. bah. feeling soooo looost and confused. jez lost in a forest. oh well. as for my results... i think somehow should be a lil happy?! cuz i improved. oh yars. i passed history in the end. what's going on man... haii?! wana breakdown. *ahhhhhhh!!* *SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*
someone*
someone is very proud of you
someone is thinking of you
someone cares about you
someone misses you
someone wants to talk to you
someone wants to be with you
someone hopes you aren't in trouble
someone is thankful for the support you have provided
someone wants to hold your hand
someone hopes everything turns out all right
someone wants you to be happy
someone wants you to find them
someone is celebrating your successes
someone wants to give you a gift
someone think you ARE a gift
someone hopes you are not too cold, or too hot
someone wants to hug you
someone loves you
someone wants to lavish you with small gifts
someone admires your strength
someone is thinking of you and smiling
someone wants to be your shoulder to cry on
someone wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun
someone thinks the world of you
someone wants to protect you
someone would do anything for you
someone wants to be forgiven
someone is grateful for your forgiveness
someone wants to laugh with you about old times
someone remembers you and wishes you were there
someone is praising God for you
someone needs to know that your love is unconditional
somebody values your advice
someone wants to tell you how much they care
someone wants to stay up watching old movies with you
someone wants to share their dreams with you
someone wants to hold you in their arms
someone wants YOU to hold them in your arms
someone treasures your spirit
someone wishes they could STOP time because of you
someone praises God for your friendship and love
someone can't wait to see you
someone wishes that things didn't have to change
someone loves you for who you are
someone loves the way you make them feel
someone wants to be with you
someone is hoping they can grow old with you
someone hears a song that reminds them of you
someone wants you to know they are there for you
someone is glad that you're their friend
someone wants to be your friend
someone stayed up all night thinking about you
someone is alive because of you
someone is remorseful after losing your friendship
someone is wishing that you would notice them
someone wants to get to know you better
someone believes that you are their soul mate
someone wants to be near you
someone misses your guidance and advice
someone values your guidance and advice
someone has faith in you
someone trusts you
someone needs your support
someone needs you to have faith in them
someone needs you to let them be your friend
[are u somebodys someone? or
wished that somebodys is ur someone?]
ripped it off sb's blog. yarps. and it's like so true?! lolx. not going out to anyone kkays? (= loveyouguys.
3:07 PM*
Wednesday, October 22, 2003
heading nowhere but the drain i think and i hope im wrong
sheese. i feel like crying all over again... haiis. my results with the exception of english which i got 78 for paper 2 and 44 for paper 1. yars. the rest are almost all above 65 and EXCEPT maths and history. you can choose to laugh at me for all i care esp you-know-who-you-are. yarps. i failed history and passed maths instead with the marks of 52/100. YESH. it's totally disgraceful. i didnt expect to fail history and pass maths. i'm really disappointed with myself and it's like i mugged 1000x harder then PSLE. haiis. -cries- i even used nadira's notebook and knock my own head tons. as for artt, i ought to thank my dearest sister. thanks jie. without your help i bet i wont get 66/100. yeps. i love you lots. although my results are like below what i expected, i ought to thank these people: my sista [i said le, for artt. yeaps. thO we might quarel at times, you're still the best. thanks a thousand, a million, totally uncountable. -muaix-], bro timothy [yes you. without your help in maths, i dun think i'll pass it with a disgraceful 52. thank you lots for helping me thro with patience tho my maths still sucks. thanks once again], my teachers and the rest of the people who helped me in a way or another. i love you guys lots!
oh yesh, before i forget, i got to annouce that i'm such a failure. i lost nadira by 8 marks for science. it was a close fight and it really proofs that the one who studied harder will be the best. congrats gurl. that drink... tml yars? thanks for comfortting me. anyhows, i don't know how am i gona face my parents for my greatest fear that clings on to my heart is that - can i go express?!?!?! i really pray for the best and im gona cast all my care upon God. yarps. kkays, enough of the sad stuff. today was reallY boooooring canns?! all we did was to seat in the stupid hall and let out butt hurt and make our legs so stiff! ! ! had uncountable talks and stuff. things like IPOS which could send me to dreamland, talks on different culture and blahblah is whartt i hate. should had pon school today but anyhows, im not gona be naughty like my jie. -seals lips.- ive no idea what am i gona do later in the afternoon... but for now, i feel like sleeping. piggy me but who cares. yeaps. those people out there like me whose target are below then what you expected: cheer up. somewhat somehow it's reality. we cant run away from it. anyhows, the final result is nortt really out yet. so smile! -give you guys a weak smile- and for those who score what you want: im really glad for you yars? congratts!
well, it had been some long sad?! day. =\ yarps. wuteva. cheerios.
3:25 PM*
Tuesday, October 21, 2003
life is like a rollarcoaster`
mms.. i've been thinking lots lately. yarps. it's back to school tml again. well.. at least it's better then staying at home nothing better to do and staring at the computer like now going on msn blablabla.. (= chat with weiling this afternoon and told her some stuff. yarps... and whartt she said was quite true. mms.. i duno lars. somethings in life are like just so confusing and sometimes it doesnt make sense to me at all. the more i think about it, the more blurring it becomes and so on. you get what i mean? nvm if you dont. hehs. let's get back to the same boring stuff. nothing much happen today... was like stucked at home cleaning up my room. threw away lots of paper like some notes. hehehehehe. i don't think i'll need them now but i think i'll somehow still have to revise them. yeapz. don't care about it now lars. actually, i've no idea why i'm sooo relax even tho i know we'll be getting back our results soon. I really pray that i can go express//2e1 next year. (= thanks brother for encouraging me. yarps. somewhartt someone ever told me that studies comes before bgr. yeah, like isn't it obvious? but for now if you ask me, i pretty sick of studying right now. butBUT if i dont use my brain, i bet it'll rust. wahaha. true or nortt, i also dont caRe. it's unbelievable how time passes and one year is gona over. To think about it, it's gona be one important year for my sista and god-siblings. yars. O levels. and blablabla. well. i still cant wait for this coming sunday cuz it's street evangelizing. oh YES. i think im gona bake cookies. wheeee.... (= cheers!
timothy kOr*/ boo! heyas. all the best for your results yars? i pray that you'll do beautifully somehow with God's help. I know you can: esp your chinese. hehs. smile! bRo ROX!!!
huili jiE*/ jiEeEeEE!!!! all The bEst foR your results yars? (= mEi loves YOU tons! -gives you a huggie! jIe rOx!
vALerIe// if YoU stILL waNa thE layouT, msG me yaRs? it's haLF waY doNe. hehehehs. plain lazy to cOMpleTe iT. chEeRz!
huihonG// heys. i duno wazz wrong but.. cheer up kkays? you wana my shoulder you have it. dont think so much about him lars, then you'll be happier. (= difficult i know.. but at least try yars? -draws a smile on your face-
weiLinG*/ thanks for hearing me out this afternoon. (= you're the besT!
sheena*/ heys gal! study hard yars? it'll be over soon before you know it. ENDURE gal` better come this sunday kkays? ushers needo you. oh yars... jo said you better come too. hehs. or she'll strangle you. lol. =H
everyoNe!//all the best for your results! maine loves you guys out there tons, millions, uncountable! =)
9:40 PM*
rotting at homeeee... bored!
12:42 PM*
Sunday, October 19, 2003
thinking of you` manque vous -wuteva-
heyas! i'm blogging just to fill in sheena. (= anyways, gurl! you take care yars? study hard and till your exams are over, we can go nutz together again. hehes. missed you today at churchie. you should had come but anyhows, your finals are more important. -tries to draw a smile on your face- oh yars. i'll stay strong. X)
CG today was more lively then last week. played this game which was pretty fun... had a blanket in between grp 1 n 2 and when the blanket drops, you have to say that person's name. when it was my turn, i was like sy...syl..SYLVIA! lol` and she was like cher..chermaine!! you get the whole idea? if you were there you'll prob laugh. =P then bro pacer came with his camera?! lol. wanted to take jo's pic but she said no. aww..so sad. =) then lesson was about love. yarps. actually, i wasnt really paying attention for some reason. sorry joanne. oh well. was like 3 mons late for the ushers. yarps. ohohOH! We're having street evangelizing next week! -shouts and brings the house down!- i'm soooo euphoric about this whole thingie. o_. hehs. oh yars. ADELINE! -pulls u to yiyi- join the ushers! (= i stand in awe of you LORD. Seen the amount of people brought in today in speedlight and the number of people being saved, it really proofs that God is real! [duhz!] =P mms.. we watched this show about God's love for the people. It's really amazing to see the whole comunity repending and praying like nutz to God for a reviver[spell?] in their land. yeapz. anyhows, after speedlight, i fell down again! -bonk! and adeline fell over me. lolx. to think about it, it's pretty funny. hehs. wonder what would happen if al and tiffany were there too. we'll prob BRING THE HOUSE DOWN!lolx. whartt was i saying? oh yars. we went for lunch after that. mms. i was like waving hi to bro pacer and i think he thought i was saying no.. dun take photo of me. hahas. jo said i look cute?! haha. nvm. ate beef steak and went home with adeline and my sista. (= well... so now i'm here, updating and filling in you what happened today. smile people!
tonight i pray to God and asked him to send 4 big fat angels to protect you from all sorts of harm wherever you are. all i want to know is that you're safe and sound under his wings. God bless you forever...
9:23 PM*
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.perfectionist*
// chermaine
// eleven july nineteen ninety
// thirteen years
// musician` oboe . guitar
// torchlight . watchlight
ministry` lew
// adores ballroom dance
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.wishlist*
//hair to grow longer!! O.o
//get serious with sch work
//contacts
//closer walk with God
//let go of whats holding me back
//to grow taller![164cm]
//big fat brown teddy`
//lose weight! D:
//an oboe :D
//jean skirt
//more clothing larrs
//new school bagg
//be in express stream
//37decrease board shorts
//notebook for school year 2004
//be empowered more each day by God.
//necklace
//ear rings
//music score!!
-cannon in d major for oboe
//ripcurl or roxy wallet (:
//new shoes
//no more pimples! >.< yucks
//red roses! (: wheees.
.dearios*
//guestbook
6M`02
archive
huili`
timothy`
althea`
ann
//cherr`
//cherr
chii
germaine
jowell
lyn
lyn
michelle
pauline
philbert
wanxin
valerie
samantha
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