Friday, November 21, 2003

Happy Birthday Jie!!! (X
heyas you silly gurlie! happy birthday! may all your wishes come true and God bless and keep you forever! (X love you lots. (: enjoy your birthday cake yarrs? smile!

8:58 AM*

Thursday, November 20, 2003

sometimes being a kidd a better off. why? youu get satifaction(?) easier. youu dont expect much in life. things always almost goes into your way. if it dont, you jez cry; when youu do, people will give youu their utmost attention. you're still so innocent. you dont feel the painn at all. as you grow older, you'll want more. you fall in love. and when you fall out, you'll feel hurtt. so i conclued, being a lil kidd is better cuz things jez seems easier. yeahhs. goshh. im rubbishing agn!! rarr. gona slp. bye`

3:38 PM*

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:

01 | snakes! >.< YUCKS
02 | errr.?
03 | errrr

THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH:

01 | stuppid kor!! see you makes me wana laugh. ahahs
02 | adeline! bwahaha.
03 | tiff! al!

THREE THINGS I LOVE:

01 | GOD!!!
02 | god silblings!
03 | besties!

THREE THINGS I HATE:

01 | betrayer
02 | 2 face people
03 | hols? all i do is to eat. slp. crapp and stone around. so boring. get fatt.

THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:

01 | almost everything.
02 | bleahs. >.< this feeling
03 | errr

THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:

01 | this is my com desK! so com larrs!
02 | photos
03 | mini thesaurus

THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:

01 | typing
02 | thinking as usual. urghh.
03 | eh?

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:

01 | tell all those people around me that i cherish them alot
02 | spread the good news. i've not done enough yett. dont wana die.
03 | bring all my love ones to Christ.

THREE THINGS I CAN DO:

01 | sleep. -yawns
02 | talk.
03 | think

THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:

01 | crazy? >.< bleahs. duno larrs?
02 | friendly
03 | out going???

THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:

01 | stop thinking.
02 | not sleeping
03 | stop dreaming

THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:

01 | God bless youu.
02 | duno larrs.
03 | ?

THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:

01 | jap fOOd!
02 | Westen fOOd!
03 | bLUebERRy cAKe!! yum yum!

THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN:

01 | tennis
02 | how to play flute
03 | how to study intelligently

THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY:

01 | 100 plus
02 | water
03 | and water

THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID:

01 | ehh... what's that stupid thing? ohs. telly tubbies?? >.< whatever?!
02 | lil mermaid
03 | ehh... mulan??

RANDOM QUESTIONS...

01 | Spell your name backwards: eniamrehc
02 | How did you name your blog?: duno. off from my mind.
03 | Are you homosexual? what youu think? no right?!

DESCRIBE YOUR:

1) Wallet - orange
2) Hairbrush - orange
3) Toothbrush - white and green
4) Jewelry worn daily - ear rings.
5) Pillow cover - err.. mostly made up of yellow and green?
6) Blanket - same` it's a set thing.
7) Coffee cup - errr.. i dun drink it?
8) sunglasses - dun haf one
9) Underwear - you're gross.
10) Cologne/Perfume - (:
11) CD in stereo right now - eh
12) Tattoos - me good gurl. dont have.
13) Piercings - 1 each side. (: that will do.
14) What you are wearing now - clothes lar
15) In my mouth - saliva, teeth, toungue.
16) In my head - brain. thoughts. lots of common sense
17) Wishing - lotts
18) After this - go to lalaland
19) Fetishes - har
20) If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and what? eh? it's against the 10 comments[?] my deeeear friewn
21) Person you wish you could see right now - bearr. sheena? mels? huihong? stupid korr!!! ahaha (:
22) Is next to you - sister's piano
23) Some of your favorite movies - uncountable
24) Something you're looking forward to - speedlight camp! band camp fer some reason? haha. it'll be funn. usher's retreat! wonder wazz it abt. play and perform my perfect solo piece for brother. (: hafen forget yett.
25) The last thing you ate - pizza!
26) Something that you are deathly afraid of - nothing.
27) Do you like candles - yeapps! sooo romantic. ahh.
28) Do you like incense - ehhh... nope. gives me headache. sorry, no offence! "/
29) Do you like the taste of blood - yucks. the sight of it makes me wana faint. talk abt tasting it.
30) Do you believe in love - yeah uh huh
31) Do you believe in soul mates - yeah
32) Do you believe in love at first sight - yeah
33) Can you eat with chopsticks - which chinese cant?
34) What are some of your favorite candies - lots
35) What's something that you wish people would understand - eh?

-.F I R S T.T H I N G S.F I R S T.-

[my name is]: chermaine
[in the morning i am]: in dreamland till 10.30
[all i need is]: (: got almost what i'll call basic needs le.
[love is]: not selfish. love is kind. is gentle. does not boast. check the bible
[i'm afraid of]: (: nothing much.
[i dream about]: way too much. even dreamt that i was in st nickx twice?! bleahs! and even in sb house. haha.

-.F A V O R I T E S.-

[COLOR]: blue pink black purple
[NUMBER]: mm
[SUBJECT:] lit! eng!
[CLOTHING BRAND:] roxy! ripcurl! 98 decreases!(?) youu can say all the branded stuff. hahas. im spoilt. hahahs. whatever youu thinko. jez love them
[SHOE BRAND:] adidas? nike?
[SPORT TO PLAY:] BADMINTON!!! let's play agn!!!
[DRINK:] ice lemon tea
[ANIMAL:] WABBIT!!!
[HOLIDAY:] eh?

-.H A V E.Y O U.E V E R.-

[pictured your crush naked?]: NO!! sicko!
[actually seen your crush naked]: NO!!!
[been in love]: yea
[cried when someone died]: yeahh..
[lied]: errr... yarr... once in a blue mood.

-.W H O.-

[makes you laugh the most?]: lotts of people. (:
[makes you smile]: friends bearr. lotts.
[gives you a funny feeling when you see them]: eh? not gona hurtt anyone's feeling
[has a crush on you?]: >.< do i know?
[easiest to talk to]: sheena! (: brudder. huili. mel.

-D O.Y O U.E V E R.-

[sit on the Internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. you?]: eh? no lar
[save aol/aim conversations]: haha
[wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: nahh. content with myself
[cry because of someone saying something to you]: yeahh... -sob sob-

-.H A V E.Y O U.E V E R.-

[fallen for your best friend]: nopE.
[been rejected]: haha. nehs
[rejected someone]: -opens mouth but nothing comes outt-
[used someone]: eh? no lar
[done something you regret]: no

-.W H O.W A S.T H E.L A S T.P E R S O N.-

[you talked to on the phone]: duno. dad i think
[hugged]: not a person. what abt pillow? what abt bearr? hahas. my lil bearr
[you instant messaged]: duno
[you laughed with]: cant rmber

-.D O.Y O U / A R E.Y O U.-

[smoke cigarettes]: YUCKS >.< no way
[obsessive]: ?
[could you live without the computer?]: cann. but maybe not w/o God
[how many peeps are on your buddylist?]: over 200
[fruit?]: mango. watermelon. BLUEBERRY!!!
[drink alcohol?]: yuck
[like watching sunrises or sunset]: ooo... it's nice.
[what hurts the most?]: to be treated like as if you're invisible and they use u w/o saying thankew. bleahs
[trust others way too easily?]: NoO

-.N U M B E R.-

[of times i have had my heartbroken? ] eh?
[of hearts u have broken?]: what abt one. =X sry larrs.
[of continents I have lived in?]: ?
[of drugs taken illegally?]: 0
[of tight friends?]: tight frens?!
[of cd's that i own?]: lots. tonns
[of scars on my body ?]: 1
[of things in my past that I regret?]: 0
-.P I C K.O N E.-

[MARRY PERFECT FRIEND OR PERFECT LOVER]: lover lar
[CATS OR DOGS:] dog
[1 PILLOW OR 2 :] 2
[W/ OR W/O ICE CUBES: ] hmm depends
[TOP OR BOTTOM :] ?
[WINTER/SPRING/SUMMER/FALL:] winter (:
[NIGHT OR DAY:] night
[GLOVES OR MITTENS:] mittens
[DRESSED OR UNDRESSED:] dressed
[BUNK OR WATER BED:] water bed
[MTV OR VH1: ] mtv
[OCEAN OR POOL:] ocean! wheees
[SHOWERS OR BATHS:] baths. ooo. love da water
[LOVE OR LUST:] love. lust SUX
[SILVER OR GOLD:] silver
[DIAMONDS OR PEARLS:] diamonds.

-.I F.Y O U.C O U L D.-

[Move anywhere:] hawaii! ohs. cuz i love beaches
[Meet one famous person:] duno.
[Live with one person the rest of your life:] ...
[Name one thing you love:] teddy bearr. ahahahs
[Name one thing that embarrasses you:] ?
[Do you like school?] yeapps
[Do you like to talk on the telephone?] yarpps. hahas. see who 1st.
[Do you like to dance? ] i dont dance but ballrm dance ROCKS!
[Do you sing in the shower?] yeahhs. sometimes
[Do you think cheerleading is a sport?]: nope
[What's on your ceiling?]: light
[What's the hardest thing about growing up?]: duno.

3:34 PM*

Sunday, November 16, 2003

29 more days!
heyas. goshh. i'll turnn into a panda agn someday soon! sheena would know whY. >.< im going crazeher as each day passes?! bleahs. church was great today.. the usual. nothing much. jez that i yaked lots with sheena as usual. oh yarr. ade was late agn! -strangles you- nxt time i dont wait for youu le?! hahas. joking. well. gona signn off now cuz there's 6M gathering tomms! we rule. we rawk. we will we will rawk youu! hahas. so yeahhs. take care lil ppl out there!
tiff//bleahs. whatever. im not angry or whatever. jez feeling weird. blah. whatever kkaes? sorry. cya`

11:07 PM*

.perfectionist*

// chermaine
// eleven july nineteen ninety
// thirteen years
// musician` oboe . guitar
// torchlight . watchlight
ministry` lew
// adores ballroom dance
-

.wishlist*

//hair to grow longer!! O.o
//get serious with sch work
//contacts
//closer walk with God
//let go of whats holding me back
//to grow taller![164cm]
//big fat brown teddy`
//lose weight! D:
//an oboe :D
//jean skirt
//more clothing larrs
//new school bagg
//be in express stream
//37decrease board shorts
//notebook for school year 2004
//be empowered more each day by God.
//necklace
//ear rings
//music score!!
-cannon in d major for oboe
//ripcurl or roxy wallet (:
//new shoes
//no more pimples! >.< yucks
//red roses! (: wheees.

.dearios*

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